Have you ever felt so overwhelmed by everything, that you only want to send everything to hell? Have you ever felt that people donÃÂt care? Have you ever tried to be positive, but the news that everyone gives you are negative and you just canÃÂt cope with it? Have you ever tried to balance or at least have a social life while being great at school? Have you ever been able to accomplish this? WellÃÂ I havenÃÂt, but I have felt all of these. Sometimes being superwoman is not the best thing that could happen to you.
I have been described as the superwoman of my class by many. I try to juggle my life, but sometimes I feel extremely lonely. Sometimes I feel secluded. SometimesÃÂ wellÃÂ sometimes I even wish that I wasnÃÂt even alive. Trying to please everyone is something that I will never achieve, but thatÃÂs what the unappeasable do not understand.
I try to be the best I can, but this is not enough. I try to convince everyone that I am who I am, but it is not enough. I try to be me but it isnÃÂt enough. IT ISNÃÂT ENOUGH FOR YOU, OR YOU, OR YOU, OR YOU. IT ISNÃÂT ENOUGH FOR MY FAMILY, MY CLASSMATES, AND MY FRIENDS. IT ISNÃÂT ENOUGH FOR ANYONE. GOD DAMN IT, WHY DO I HAVE TO PLEASE YOU AND WHY CANÃÂT I JUST RELAX IN MY OWN PACE. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE YOU AND NOT BE ME? WHY CANÃÂT I PLEASE MYSELF.
IsnÃÂt it enough that I have to live a life in which my thoughts are of another person. IsnÃÂt it enough that I am not able to enjoy to the fullest my teenage years. IsnÃÂt it enough that my dreams are really yours. IsnÃÂt...